Thursday, October 22, 2009 12:54 PM
y=x in the situation; admit it or not.
**phone rings**
me: Hello?
him: Hello. Mhine..
me: O bakit?
**me hoping, he'll say "Pwede ko pumunta dyan? :D"**
him: Uhm.. Di na muna ko makakapagparamdam this next few days.
me: Bakit?
him: May problema kasi dito sa bahay.
me: Anu?
him: Namatay lolo ko. Ung kapatid ni mommy.
(he calls his lola, "mommy")
(I was dumbfounded)
**silence**
me: *sigh Ah. Uhm. Ganon. Okay.
him: Cenxa na. Iyak ng iyak si mommy kanina pa.
me: So, hindi na din muna tayo magkikita bukas?
(I was suppose to go with him to UPHS to get his final grades)
him: Hindi, samahan mo pa din ako. kaso sobrang saglit lang tayo.
me: Okay.
him: Cenxa na talaga.
me: Okay.
him: Cge. Kain ka na lunch. Tapos merienda.
me: Okay.
him:Bye. I love you.
me: Okay.
**he was the first one to put down the phone.**
**busy tone**
First of all, I know the situation. He lost someone close to them. I know. I'll pray for him later :(
But honestly, I don't get the fact that he told me "
hindi muna sya magpaparamdam" I was like. "
Bakit?".
Okay. To cut this blog short. I'm f--n confused with what's happening. It's been my every moment routine to think this way:
Saying "
Di muna ako magpaparamdam, kasi may nangyari =
Di muna kita kelangan ngayon"
Correct me if I'm wrong, but this is how I really feel today. And it's not good. I feel like, I'm not the one you need on your every downfall anymore, you'd rather be on your own.
I know, immature. I'm sorry, I just really want to be there for you.
And you deprived me of the chance to be the first to comfort you.
multiply 
SiSSY
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yay'! i don't get him too.
i feel like his making excuses.
sorry ahh :D
parang ganun kase.
but i hope everything will be alright.
and condolence to his family.
mukang mahal na mahal mo xa. :D
good luck sis Ü
sana mabasa nya ito.... tsk tsk... ang labo naman nung hindi mag paaprandam shit parang sinabi nya na istorbo ka eh... -
@ kirk: hmm. it feels like it :( sad. hehehe. anyway. thanks for dropping by sis. :D
@nest: BOOM. hehehehe. Kala ko immature lang talaga ko.
i feel you :( may nabasa kasi ako before. na kung ang guys daw may problem, he don't want us to give the advice and all that. they just want us to listen to them.
parang alam mo na. they always tell themselves na kaya nila yun mag-isa. ganun talaga, generally ang mga lalake.
i hope everything will turn out right soon, :)
Love,
marai
Ahh. That sounded familiar, guess i'd read that before. Pero ewan. I hate having this mixed responses from him. Un.
I just hope he's okay and we're okay.
Thanks sis. :)
OMG. ngayon ko lang napanansin! x.x i mispelled kryk to kirk. waaaa. Sorry Sorry. x.x
hehe okay lang po :D
it doesn't matter kase pag binanggit magka rhyme pa rin lol. Ü
yung ex ko naman pag may problema super hanap ng advice.
kaya im wondering why your bf is acting like that. tsskk!
lalaki talaga ang hirap ma-gets!
hehe lol Ü
@ kryk:
really? hmm. hahahaha.. wala talaga makakaintindi sa topak ng mga lalaki. XD human nature it is. x.x
so, nu nga ba problem ni ex? maybe i could help you decode him through my bf. LOL
tsk! my sympathy goes to you sis..i just don't get him..o
@ms. prince:
uhm.. ang gulo nuh :\
Aww... Sis baka he just want to be there muna for his mommy kaya wala muna sya time to see you.
Nway, it's okay to feel that way na mairritate sa sitch mo. You just love him kaya you can't go on in days not seeing him.
@rich:
feel ko din. at as of the moment, HE'S BEING CONSISTENT SINCE DAY 1. :(
i can't do anything, so binibigay ko na lang ung time ko sa ibang bagay.
just think positive. everything will be okay. :) blog hoppin' !
@miel: okay, i will. thanks :)
maybe he wants the time to be alone or maybe just think of things over. he maybe felt bad. hmm, maybe you have to understand him more. Things will be okay :D
@eva:
I guess you're right. Think positive eh? :) I hope everything will be okay. I want hings back to normal.
THNAKS FOR THE COMMENTS GUYS! :D
love y'all :*
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