Saturday, June 13, 2009 11:13 AM
An "astrologist" overplay.
Once again, i'm not feeling good bout this. :\ My immaturity's killing me. I just can't comprehend on things anymore. I don't know if i'm asking too much or this is what I think I SHOULD deserve. I just fear of not being loved back despite of me-being-always-around. I fear being taken for granted.
I want to show that I trust him as much as I want to be appreciated and it scares the hell out of me. What if?.. Ugh..... (x.x) Ayoko sya masakal pero gusto ko ma-assure ang sarili ko. I'm playing selfish here, right? :( I want e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g PERFECT. It sucks, I know.. but it's the reality. I want every moment memorable. Though I know girls really are having a hard time understanding the male species.
Girls tend to view every situation deeper. While the other kingdom tends to see it as IMMATURITY. See? I know what's going on around me. :D
k. enough said. :\
FYI, mister. There's a bit of you in ALL OF THIS. Check my other sites, isn't it sweet? Tell me yes . :( Pero I know you won't spare any f*cking time of yours to see them. You think this just for FULL TIME SOCIALIZING & FLIRTING. Well it's not. I'm sure of it. YOU JUST ALWAYS FAIL TO SEE WHAT I WANT YOU TO SEE :(
Readers, sorry for the endless rants of mine.
I miss him being sweet and all. I miss every single minute my phone beeps just to see his messages in it. I miss those late phone calls, I miss smiling because of him, I miss those laughs I make because of his corny jokes, I miss crying on his shoulder, I miss the way he talks to me as if I'm the only thing that matters most, I miss being his only happiness..
I just miss being the center of his universe..
And hopefully one morning, I'll wake up being the center of his world again..Labels: break down, bummed
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SiSSY
boredom kills.
:)
Aw, cheer up. Boys can be..impulsive and moody. :)
oh? uhm. nakakafrustrate kasi eh :\
Whoa?! Cool down sis. =)God made the world balanced. You believe in something yet other people ignore it. Hindi naman yata okay kung lahat tayo pare-pareho. You discover people through your differences. Chill ka lang. Haha! =)
~Krisha dropped by.
if u think he doesnt have the leisure of time for you.then think if he is even worth ur time & trust.
if u think he doesnt have the leisure of time for you.then think if he is even worth ur time & trust.
woaa? sis!, ganoon talaga minsan, malabo ang boysH ((:
@ Krisha:
kasi naman sis T___T nakakagulo lang ng buhay :)) hay. i think INCONSISTENT is the term :\ ugh.
@ ana:
aww. di pa naman ganun naiisp ko. parang, ako din ung mali? i think im asking too much talaga.. or paranoid talaga ko. :P
@ marla:
OO. haha! sobra :))
thanks for the comments :]
Being a guy, I've also experienced being in that kind of situation, and it was so hard.
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